some insensitive guy i m..

Asked her whether she got confidence to get an A for her maths..she retorted in anger...

"why r u like this?alwaes make a clear margin b/w u and me..."

i was dumbfounded by her words.wad's wrong wif asking her that?

she continued," ur not like other cancer guys lor..they are generally sensitive.."

she caught my tongue..i was still at a loss for words..nv in my whole life have i encountered such a 'spontaneous' rxn from a gurl..and coming out from the mouth of the one i liked too...

"..ur unlike..."then she stopped and paused for a moment.she din want to reveal the name of the person i was different from..

however,in a fraction of the second,i knew who she was comparing me to..it was her old flame...shan't reveal his name..tho she nv told mi in person that she had an ex..i knew who he was..saw him a few times at fotang too..it appeared that yz has a v gd impression of him..i knew i couldn't juz shut up and let her continue talking.to her hurtful words,i replied...in a light-hearted wae so as to lighten up the tense atmosphere..

"No!im gemini..not cancer!haha!'

"oh ya..i forgot ur gemini...sorry..im a very forthright and straightforward person.."she was quite embarrassed then..saw her awkward look..it was the kind of look where u see liao..u know she's feeling bad..

i explained,"that is how i chatted wif frens..dun u have any frens whu speak like dat too?"

she commented that maybe the circle of frens ard mi and her were different..even asked me whether my frens used vulgarities..i nodded...wad could i do?continuing debating wif her?dun wanna do that..realli liked her..when u love someone..u would do everything to make her happy.the prob is..i alrdy made her feel anguish over me..

actually..i feel that im at fault..knowing the sensitive her..i shouldn't have asked her like dat..perhaps i should have rephrased my words..its hard to change the style i tok..especially when im so used to conversing like that wif frens..but i would try to...be a more sensitive guy..was hurt by her words...really..but i'll ponder upon my past attitude towards her and modify myself..