cannot get myself to work proper..

damn chio lor!really my dream gal..heheh..realli like her a lot..

wah..long time nv update le..unlike those hardcore bloggers..can update everyday that kind...simply no time to la...have to mug...its kinda sad..exams are ard the corner and i know the fact that i'm not quite prepared for them...yup..regretted playing too much for the two whole years..all i can do now is chiong fullspeed...even if its po4 fu4 chen2 zhou1..im willing to settle for that too..desperate?ya...can sae that..haha...found out that im suffering from the same kind of illness which spiderman from the 9 o'clock serial is suffering from too..its wad we call the pre-exam blues...only heard of pre-natal blues right?apparently..the former one also exists in certain people..especially those who fret out at the mere sight of the examination dates...as the date of the first paper creeps nearer..and nearer..=/

for the past few daes..had a strange feeling..this kind of feeling really sucked...my mind was onli pre-occupied wif her..omg?im starting to like miss her jus after 3 daes of not meeting and seeing her...yesterdae smsed and asked her how her dae was..which of course ellicited a reply...she replied..however..it was in an adverse manner...kinda expected...din feel like replying i guess...an optimist would feel it this wae..she got replied ma...not bad liao...but the realist and occasionally pessimistic me,tho most of the time spirited and expectant,could sense that she wasn't in the least interested to tok to me..perhaps i've been involved in a one-sided affair..i realised this long time ago..but still i....is this how it is gg to be?is it the end?or maybe she's purely busy?no time to reply properly?wadever the case is..it juz made my heart ache la..=(

anyhow..im gg into NS fulltime next yr..definitely less time to see her..and wad a date...8th of april...dunnoe whether can push fwd or not..will try asking later in the afternoon...omg lor...5 mths!!if dun work ar...cfm will rot like hell at home de!if realli cannot push fwd...i'll have to decide on a job le...hmmm...let's see...a polite and cordial hotel restaurant waiter with good etiquette?or a witty salesman who can havelspeak with a forked tongue so as to boost sales?we shall see...=D